just write

So many things that i love doing that i haven't been doing lately. Want. More. Time. For. Myself.
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Listen to Beethoven again. (Thank you Alex Ross.) Write poetry again. (Is it terribly narcissistic to say that reading your own poetry makes you want write more?)
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All this noise... The more i think about it, the more i think, This involvement thing. No. i just want to be a recluse and write. Not just write. Write damned well. Write better than i think i can. Write out the world. Just write.
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